Hello luminous warrior! I just came out of an hour-long somatic immersion where a few things surfaced that Spirit said needed to go, now.
Initially, I had no intention of actually sharing them with you but as the energy moved, it compelled me to do so. Blame it on my feminine. Blame it on my inner child. Blame it on my societal or generational trauma. I don't care, I'm expressing it.
1. Offering guidance to those in my immediate circle. While it's always been a natural gift of mine to serve in this capacity (HD profile 3/5 y'all), it's also deeply conditioned. It's what I felt I needed to do to receive love. This is no longer the case.
What does this mean (for my friends and family)? It means that my relationship values and priorities have shifted and therefore, so have my boundaries regarding access, conversation topics, etc. As a result, existing relationships are evolving and growing into new expressions or they are falling off. (Similarly, if a friend or family member has played the role of "the fixer" in my life or has a need to be needed, that relationship will cease to exist in its current dynamic.) New relationships possess a different dynamic entirely. Does this mean I will never offer love or support to a family member or friend? Of course not. But guidance falls within a different jurisdiction, where phrases like "this is worthy of a session with your coach/mentor/therapist" are heard more often.
2. Continuing to engage in an interaction where there is a lack of presence. Everything we truly desire to experience within a connection can only be found in a safe container. This requires presence. Want a deeper quality of love? Access new levels of vulnerability? Unlock quantum healing? Presence is the vehicle by which all of this is delivered.
What does this mean? I hold a high standard of presence for myself within all of my interactions and if I feel this is not reciprocated, then I will bring the interaction to an end. In addition, any and all of my business offerings will be reformatted immediately if an imbalance is present.
3. Overgiving in business. A few months ago, I fell asleep again and temporarily got amnesia in the "Nothing is happening, therefore I must not be (or have not done) enough" department. Luckily, I woke up before it created any long-term, permanent damage. (You should see the project list I created during this momentary forgetfulness. It's enough to support a start-up in its first year.)
What does this mean? I've had to PAUSE. Hard. I actually closed my planner (which usually remains permanently open on my desk) and put it in my drawer. I'm back to basics. Feeling into the fullness of I am. Relishing in the felt experience that life force offers in my earthly vessel. Praising all God has created. And declaring loud and clear for my ego to hear "I am enough and I have done enough. Simply because I am." Chop wood. Carry water.
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So, what about you? Is it just me that is coming into different value systems and priorities? Or have you had a few discoveries yourself in regards to your relationships? If so, I'd love to hear about it! Leave a comment below!
Or if you're feeling confused and would love some guidance, I'd love to help! Given you're not in my immediate circle ;)
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